I awoke to the chirping of the bird’s….
The sounds of the heavy raindrops….
Clapping against the roof top creating sounds I sometimes feel…
My early morning taughts reflects on past moments…
Some of joy…
Some of pain…
Some of actions…
Some of harsh words….
Some of surrender…
Some of betrayal…
Some of deceits….
Some of sorrow…
Some of drama and unexpected moments…
Some of desires….
Some of passions…
Some of decisions…
Some of regrets…
In the end…
We realize love is a part all of this…
In reality tho, we expect honesty, faithfulness, loyalty, devotion, trust, empathy, passion, romance beyond our expectations….
What is love tho, I asked the devine…
Is it energies that travel to us in the form of desires…
Is it illusions that create moments of wanting and cravings of false connections….
Is love real or is it an infection that keeps us wanting, desiring…
Yearning, craving for things that are sometimes not real….
I said to God this morning, that the ones who are lucky enough to be infected by the wonderful world of true love must have truely been Angel’s from past lifetimes…
As we yearn to find and explore…
Continuously hoping, searching, craving, dreaming of a world so perfect…
In the end tho we live each day creating chapters of crazy moments, crazy dramas…
We love so deep at times…
That for some, it keeps us in a state of stagnation…
Those of us who are stronger may struggle, may lose faith, hope, belief and trust….
We may build unbreakable walls…
That drives us to many different locations…
We may meet new people, create new memories…
Make new friends…
Try to give life a second chance…
But in the end…
We have to allow ourselves to heal from all the deep dark hidden life stories that bought us to this very moment…
We break, we cry, we stop dreaming for a short period of time…
But luckily, hopefully, we learn to allow ourselves to explore, to open up new channels, accept new opportunities, create new memories…
Live each and every day as tho its belongs to us…
Learn to accept each moment as experiences to make us stronger, make us better…
In doing so, we accept and find who we really are…
I say learn to accept every moment, every encounter, every challenges, every issues, every situation with an open heart, with an open mind…
As in the end it prepares us for a greater tomorrow…
A greater life…
A greatness, a seed that God may have planted for us
God may be preparing us for….
For the feast, the table, the seed when blossom will only create new flavors of unique true life moments and real life experiences for each and everyone of us…
Karleen Boodhai 