I awoke today with the glow of the sun peeping into my bedroom…
Got the scent of your perfumes as it lingers on my pillows…..
Felt yr breath touch my cheeks,
Lips touch my forehead……
The distant sound of the phone…..awoke me…
Only then I realize,
We are no longer entwined in each other’s company as we once used to be…..
Even as we feel each other’s heartbeat…..
Even as you awake and you always “message me I am in the pooopers…lol…..”
Even in the last minutes of each night u still message right before falling asleep…..
Deep emotions with scattered thoughts and no words spoken of how deep we need..to still be…..
Trying to salvage each other in friendship…
As it’s so hard to sever ties completely with each other…
Learning to accept that you are a player…
With no real factor……
Accepting fate as my guardian angel…
Accepting that moving on is my best option…
Accepting that love can only be shared by a common factor…
Accepting that we both needed each other…
But now accepting self-realization…
Self-acceptance…
Self-love…..
Self divine energy…..
Not everyone can be as strong as me…..
Learning to appreciate life…
Learning forgiveness…..
Finding deeper inspiration…
Finally learning to let go…..
Releasing the transfer of negative energies…
Finally becoming who I was truly meant to be…
Learning to love me…
Finally accepting me…
Finally appreciating me…
Finally choosing me…
Finally believing in me….having the faith in me….trusting me…trusting in me…
Me Trusting in me…..
Karleen Boodhai 