Today I switched off to the person I love…
To the one who I taught loved me all…..
I traveled deep within my soul, searching for answers…
Hoping to find a spot where I can breathe a moment of peace…
I asked my soul, how was I able to travel this lonely world within…
I asked my soul, what is love…..
I asked my soul, how can moments feel so real, so divine, so full of truth…..
I asked my soul, how can two people find each other soul,
Share each other’s world…
Know each other, understand each other, share all hidden secrets and yet choose not to be with each other…..
I asked my soul
How can we touch each other’s hearts in silence, in precious moments……
Like when we cry for each other…
Like when we wipe the tears of each other…
I asked my soul, how can one of us betray us…..
How can that special someone break your trust…
What now I ask…..
Should I continue to live in a world where no matter what…
We choose to always be a part of each other souls…
My tears flow as I am here looking deep within my soul…..
Seeking answers
Trying to be strong,
Trying to understand why my destiny led me to this very moment…
Trying to endure all the moments of this story…
Trying to figure out, where next will my faith lead me…..
Hoping that I can somehow feel happy for that person who was once a part of me…..
Hoping to find my way true this journey…..
Hoping to travel this road they call destiny…..
Hoping that at the end of this journey I find my true, true, true destiny…
Hoping that this destiny will be my last……
Hoping that this journey will be my last…..
Hoping that at the end of this precious road, my empty vessels are called a lifetime of the unfulfilled void…
For once be overpowering with Eternal bliss… Eternal love … Eternal joy.. and
Eternal peace…
Karleen Boodhai 